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Monday, April 28, 2014

It Has All Been Worth It



On the fifth of April I had the opportunity to go to Capernaum. What struck me most when arriving was the words of my teacher, “there are few places where we know for a fact that Christ was, this is one of them.” It’s true. Most places we go are more of a memorial to the acts of Christ or it’s where tradition says it happened. But, this was Capernaum. It was where Christ walked; where he taught. It was his home away from home, just like Jerusalem has become mine.

As I entered the city I imagined being one of the followers and disciples of Christ walking with him into the city.

I went to the temple of the synagogue where Christ taught. I saw the remains of the homes. I stood above Peter’s house. I walked the streets and went to the shore. That is where I found my place. I was filled with the spirit as I walked around this ancient town of Christ.
In my journal, this is what I wrote:
           
            If everything has been for nothing but this moment, it has all been worth it.

Working on my goal, proved to be increasingly difficult, and I certainly felt the strains and opposition that comes when coming closer to God.  But truly it was worth it to walked where Christ walked and feel of the spirit testifying this to me.

Of course, you do not need to go to these places to have such experiences. I knew that before I came here, and I know it still. But, how grateful I am to have such experiences that only bring me closer to my Savior.

Monday, April 7, 2014

How I Learned to Walk on Water



In the book of Matthew we read of the story of Peter and Christ walking on water. This has always been my favorite bible story. And, like many of you, I too have tried to walk on water.

At the time I was between the ages of 5-7, my family was on some trip to some body of water. I was young, details escape me. But this is what I do remember. I was determined that I was going to walk on the water. There was a dock and the drop to the top of the water was not that far. I ran to the end of the dock, clutching my life-jacket and stepped off. There I was, bobbing up and down in the water, utterly distraught that I wasn’t standing on the surface. Still determined, I must have tried for another 5-10 minutes, unbeknown to my family that that was what I was trying to accomplish. It never happened.

While in Galilee, this story has been sort of a theme for me. The second night in Galilee I was talking with one of my friends about my goal I had set for myself. I didn’t say much, just that it was something most people wouldn’t even think to do because of the magnitude of it. We got on the topic of walking on water and I laughed saying I should have made that my goal. In turn, he started laughing admitting he was afraid that’s what I was going to say my goal was and that he’d have to simply wish me good luck. But, it got me thinking, why couldn’t I walk on water? I have been blessed with a lot of faith, so why did it not seem plausible for me to seek to achieve such a thing.

On Tuesday the topic for my New Testament class was faith. More specifically, the story of Peter and Christ. In class we talked about the three things one must know to exercise faith. 1. There is a God, which is learned through prayer and scripture study. 2. The characteristics of God, also learned through prayer and scripture study. 3. Your will is in line with God’s will, which is learned through personal prayer and revelation. Surely, if it was God’s will I would in fact be able to tread across the surface of the sea. But, I know it is not His will for me to do this. Nevertheless, I do know that I can, that I have the potential to carry out this action, if He only bid me to do so.

Anyway, this post is not about me not walking on water, but how learned to do this. Wednesday night, one of my roommates and two of the guys here sat on the shore of Galilee discussing this particular story of Peter and Christ and our thoughts, insights, and feelings. I shared that I like to focus on how Peter got back to the boat. 1. He swam back. 2. He got back up and walked. 3. Christ carried him. Personally, I feel the latter two are more likely. Either way, Peter had to find his way back to Christ, and through it all, Christ was there, extending his hand. He was there for Peter whole time.

Now, here is the point to this long winded story. Sometimes, we need to take that leap of faith. To step out of the boat and walk on water. To do those things in our life that we feel God desires us to do. In life we will have many struggles that seem impossible, like walking on water, but if we take that leap of faith we can do it. And sometimes, we are left to fall before we are raised up again, but we are raised up if we only call out. For some it may be marriage, dating, family, school, work, and many other things that qualify as their walking on water. For me, while being in Israel and especially in Galilee I have learned more clearly what God has asked me to walk on water for. And I know I will.



The Spirit of Galilee

Yesterday I returned to my Jerusalem home. I spent my time in Galilee completely absorbed in the spirit. The spirit of God and the spirit of Galilee. As I mentioned before, I had a very intense goal. In reflection I can't say I reached it, but I can't say I didn't reach it.

I didn't literally reach it, but it wasn't necessarily something tangible to achieve. What I do know, is that I put my entire heart and soul into it and for that, I have become so much stronger. During Christ's ministry he performed the feeding of the 5,000. When the multitude sought him the next day they wanted him to again perform a miracle. What Christ tries to get them to think about is this: What is the greater miracle, that I fed you from nothing, or that the Christ that was prophesied of is actually in your midst. Sometimes we seek for these flashy miracles when truly the real miracles are right before us. And in that sense, I truly achieved my goal.

My last morning before departing Galilee, I walked to the shore and looked out and prayed. As I looked out and reflected in my time spent there I felt like Peter after Christ was crucified. He didn't know what to do anymore so he went back to fishing. He was lost. Then, when he saw Christ resurrected on the shore he leapt out of the boat and swam to shore. He could not wait to be with his savior again. I felt that leaving Galilee was leaving all I had learned in coming close to my Savior. I followed his ministry and learned by him. I was there. And now I had to leave. But, that was where Peter got the call to "feed my sheep". And so shall I, in my own way. As I closed my prayer I asked to keep with me the spirit of Galilee and remember what I had learned. And in the following posts I will share some of those, in hope that those who read can capture some of that as well.